I’ll keep it hidden
July 30, 2011 in Poetry, Teen Troubles
My world is falling, crumbling apart, life is meaningless & that’s just the start
My hearts so sore, I can feel it breaking & I swear to god it leaves me shaking
Late at night till early in the morning, lying in bed eyes wide open. Didn’t sleep last night, like all the others, instead I just lie crying in the covers
Quick, wipe away all the tears before they come near. must hide this depression
& the feelings of fear
For all they know I’m happy & always smiling, but deep inside my soul is dying
I can feel it rotting, it wants to scream, but I won’t let it… not for the time being
I can never tell them how I feel cause the happiness I wear to them is real
For them to hear that I wish I was dead… it would kill them, they’d be filled with dread
So I’ll try my best no to be selfish, I’ll keep my secret hidden & just let them rest
but god I can’t take it much longer… I’ll probably be dead before they even wonder.
Skye said on August 3, 2011
stay strongg<3 it'll turn out okay!
Emmalie ostler-Miller said on August 4, 2011
thank you!
Kiyla Rue said on August 6, 2011
its a deep poem, it comes from the soul
Ronnie said on August 9, 2011
it’s beauty. truth coming from the heart.
you are already so much stronger than you know!
just keep smiling. don’t give in to the terrible.
<3
Emmalie ostler-Miller said on August 10, 2011
Thank you Ronnie….
Brianna said on August 16, 2011
this was REALLY good. i wish you the best of luck in all your decisions. stay up and stay strong, always. and remember, never give up. <3
Hannah Whitfield said on September 1, 2011
i’ve felt like this too, an i did try an take my own life. my family found out an it crushed them. i guess all i have to say is you have to hit rock bottom before you can pick yourself up an i did. just be strong an take your frustration out on other things but not your self because dont forget what will your family feel like if one day your there happy an the next your gone. it will kill them, <3.
Smurfette said on September 12, 2011
Woaah this is deep stuff !!
I really like it
I love how you express your emotions
Stay Strong girl!! <3
marwa said on October 20, 2011
wow….amazingly deep! Stay Strong beautiful<3 I love it
Keira said on November 10, 2011
this poem touched my heart…it was so deep,stay strong it will be okay <3 xx
keesh said on December 12, 2011
omg!! this is so deep, tru, sad, and heartbreaking all in one i kno exactly what you mean. but stay strong you can do it soon it will all be completly over. you can do it and in the words of justin bieber “NEVER SAY NEVER”
Emmalie ostler-Miller said on December 13, 2011
you did not just quot Justin Bieber?! wow!