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by Emmalie ostler-Miller

Stress Is A Killer

August 9, 2011 in Poetry, Teen Troubles

Stress is feeding on me; Sucking out my soul. I feel my body weakening, it refuses to let go.

I’m going kind of pale, blood is dripping down my arm, Tears are falling from my eyes; a pain pierces my heart.

I’m confused, and don’t know what to do. I want to end it all, but you don’t want me to.

Living life is fine, but stress makes it tough. Your smile use to make me happy; now that’s not enough.

Stress is killing me, putting me to rest. But I’ll try not to leave you, I’ll try my very best.

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I’ll keep it hidden

July 30, 2011 in Poetry, Teen Troubles

My world is falling, crumbling apart, life is  meaningless & that’s just the start

 

My hearts so sore, I can feel it  breaking & I swear to god it leaves me shaking

Late at night till early  in the morning, lying in bed eyes wide open. Didn’t sleep last night, like all  the others, instead I just lie crying in the covers

Quick, wipe away all the  tears before they come near. must hide this depression

& the feelings of fear

For all they know  I’m happy & always smiling, but deep inside my soul is dying

I can feel  it rotting, it wants to scream, but I won’t let it… not for the time  being

I can never tell them how I feel cause the happiness I wear to them is  real

For them to hear that I wish I was dead… it would kill them, they’d be  filled with dread

So I’ll try my best no to be selfish, I’ll keep my secret  hidden & just let them rest

but god I can’t take it much longer… I’ll  probably be dead before they even wonder.

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