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Nothing is important and everything is important.

June 5, 2015 in My Blog

Sometimes no one understands. Sometimes you can’t understand why your the way you are. It’s hard. It’s hard living a way to not be the best you can be.

I had time to be alone. I hate being alone because I think. I feel. Waiting to leave and doing the things I love but it’s hard to do that when there isn’t much to do. ya know?

 

I sent my father a letter.. – letting him know im done having him in my life. If you followed my other posts you would know I don’t have a relationship with him not  that much, But I realize that I need ONLY GOOD people in my life. I’m tired of having that manipulated feeling and my past that haunts me.

If I don’t want them in my life then I shouldn’t have to have them. Right?

You can only control your own life. Nothing is important and everything is important all at the same time….

I will never be the same.

I don’t know what else to say…

 

2 responses to Nothing is important and everything is important.

  1. Removing toxic people from your life is the right thing to do, especially if they directly influence you. Everything will work out for the better. 🙂

  2. I love this post. You are the only person who can control your life. I’m sorry im new here, so sorry if I am doing this wrong, but you aren’t the only one who feels that way. We all have a story. I do not know yours. I do not know what has happened between you and your dad, but I do know about my story. I caught my dad cheating on my mom. I want to give up all the time. When you say nothing is important and everything is important all at the same time.. It is so true. It overwhelms me thinking about it.

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