• Amy Hope posted an update 11 months, 1 week ago

    A small update. I’m doing better. My reaction is gone and I’m healed. I’m currently heading to Colorado for my grandpas funeral. I’m not looking forward to it at all and I absolutely hate funerals. I don’t know exactly what it is about them that I hate, maybe it’s seeing everyone I love crying or just the fact of knowing the loved one is gone. I…[Read more]

  • Amy Hope posted an update 11 months, 3 weeks ago

    Well, just when I thought life was looking up it got knocked down pretty hard last week. Last Monday, I had an MRI done of my neck because I’ve been getting really bad neck pain. They injected me with this dye that to find out, I’m allergic to. So, I spent Tuesday night at the ER because I couldn’t breathe. On top of that, my dad called me and…[Read more]

  • Amy Hope posted an update 1 year ago

    Hello friends. Yes, I don’t know any of you but I consider all of you my friends. I feel like you guys know more about me than most people. In truth, I’m a very quiet person and don’t show when I’m upset or down because I want people to see me as strong and can’t be put down. So this is a place where I vent, and to all of you.
    I’m still doing…[Read more]

  • Amy Hope posted an update 1 year, 1 month ago

    Oh wow, its been a while! So much has happened. I think the best thing I have decided in a long while is be a ghost. Meaning, I got rid of my phone for a while and if someone wants to see me or get ahold of me they know where I’ll be and if not oh well, but there is a reason behind this and I will tell you.
    I’ve come to the point in my life w…[Read more]

    Mood : Accomplished
  • Amy Hope posted an update 1 year, 7 months ago

    Guys, I don’t know whether to break it off with Tucker or not. Tucker is still over seas for like 3 more months. Spencer is here. Tucker likes me but won’t tell me his exact feelings. Spencer tells me his feelings for me. But both guys treat me so well. They are like even kind of but I know I can’t have both…. Fuckkkk

    Mood : Confused
  • Amy Hope posted an update 1 year, 7 months ago

    Hey y’all sorry its been a while.. SO much has happened again. I swear everyday something happens and I can’t just have a calm day. So, where to begin… I got arrested… first time ever over something so stupid and false that hopefully I can fight it and get out of it. I went to country stampede with this guy I’ve been “seeing” / “talking” to…[Read more]

  • Amy Hope posted an update 1 year, 8 months ago

    Not much new. Have a check up with my doctor in a few weeks. Still haven’t seen the neurologist, thats in a couple of weeks. Tucker is still over seas and everyday we grow further and further apart and at first it hurt but honestly, Im okay with that now. I don’t know why but every time I like someone it lasts good for a few months and then…[Read more]

  • Amy Hope posted an update 1 year, 8 months ago

    Well we did an MRI on my head and they found something. Luckily it isn’t cancer or a tumor but my brain is lower in the back. Due to that the cerebellum is starting to go into my spinal chord which is really bad. This has been causing all my black outs and memory loss and migraines 24/7. They say if not treated soon could get worse and lead to…[Read more]

  • Amy Hope posted an update 1 year, 9 months ago

    What to say. I have 10 days till my job lets out for summer but I keep working my other job. Tucker is still gone and I’m having so many mixed emotions and thoughts about him. My moving date is coming near and I have no clue what to do. I’m stressing out cuz I’m just lost. And stressed. And tired.

  • Amy Hope posted an update 1 year, 10 months ago

    Well this week has been hell. Tucker got deployed for 6 months and left on Sunday. So that was rough. I got really sick and lost my voice completely for 4 days and finally got it back today. I’ve felt like complete shit all week and both jobs have sent me home almost everyday. I’ve been stuck in my house, well actually, my bed all week. So today I…[Read more]

  • Amy Hope posted an update 1 year, 10 months ago

    It’s finally Friday, thank God. I’m getting drunk tonight because this week has been hell. So I need y’alls thoughts on something. Tucker and I are still a thing but he lives with other people he works with. A dude and a girl. So they’ve been good friends for a long time and are really close but one night I facetimed him and we were both drunk and…[Read more]

    Mood : Jealous
  • Amy Hope posted an update 1 year, 10 months ago

    I’ve honestly have had a horrible week and I’m in between of wanting to cry and wanting to beat a door. I’m physically and mentally exhausted. I can’t get my brain to shut off and I can’t sleep. So much is happening and honestly I just want someone to hug me for a long time. But my boyfriend is thousand miles away, my parents and I aren’t that…[Read more]

  • Amy Hope posted an update 1 year, 10 months ago

    Sorry y’all its been a while. A lot has happened. Got home from Texas a few weeks ago and started back up with work. I also picked up another job and haven’t been getting home till 11 at night.
    So, to catch you up. Tucker and I are getting better slowly. Still tense at times but not as bad as before. I actually have been in the hospital due to…[Read more]

  • Amy Hope posted an update 1 year, 11 months ago

    I honestly don’t know how to feel about this situation. I was suppose to go see Tucker for spring break but we had to cancel that plan because he thought he was going to be deployed on the 9th. So, needless to say it is now the 12th and he still hasn’t left. So I could have gone down there.
    Here’s the thing. Him and I were in a big argument…[Read more]

  • Amy Hope posted an update 1 year, 11 months ago

    Well y’all, I drove 11 hours and finally made it to my soon to be home. Today was the day I was suppose to fly out to spend a week with Tucker before he got deployed but he found out the day got moved up. So that plan didn’t work so I came here instead. I hope it will help me get my mind off of everything. I still know I fucked it up with an…[Read more]

  • Amy Hope posted an update 1 year, 11 months ago

    Wow, this is really not how I expected this week to go. I’ve seen Tucker once and things are so tense. I might have just lost someone I care about so much. We told Brad, his cousin about us. And I knew this would come back and bite me in the butt but Brad told Tucker about him and I sleeping together. And its put a huge strain in Tucker and I’s…[Read more]

  • Amy Hope posted an update 1 year, 12 months ago

    So I’m super excited that Tucker is coming home on Wednesday to see his family and say bye and that means I’ll get to see him a lot longer than expected. Then he is flying with me back to Florida since I already got my ticket so I’ll basically be with him for atleast 3 weeks which makes me super happy. But I have a feeling that its going to make…[Read more]

    Mood : Anxious
  • Amy Hope posted an update 2 years ago

    So I got the worst news I could have ever imagined yesterday. Tucker, the guy I’m basically dating is getting deployed for 6 or more months. I’m going to Florida from the 7th of March to the 18th but he called me telling me that those times won’t work. He’s getting deployed the 15th so I have to leave the 14th. I’ve dated people who were in the…[Read more]

  • Amy Hope posted an update 2 years ago

    So maybe things are starting to look up. I have 2 job interviews tomorrow and I just booked my flight to Florida for a week in March. Maybe there is a light that shines through the dark times. I just hope this isn’t just a joke and that it actually works out and continues to work out. I’m known to have terrible luck, so I’m not putting to much…[Read more]

  • Amy Hope posted an update 2 years ago

    I’m so tired of not being able to follow my dreams. I see everyone doing what they have wanted to do. Move, go on vacations, and more. I work my ass off everyday and its never enough. All of it goes to bills and I have nothing extra. Ive been wanting to move for more than 2 years and haven’t been able to because of money. I wanted to go to Florida…[Read more]

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