• Leanne posted an update 2 years ago

    After my last meltdown, I have decided to go see a doctor. I have decided this because of my mum and my boyfriend. My mum because I think she would blame herself, and my boyfriend because of the whole wanting to drown myself thing. I told them about it and they both reacted differently than the voices told me they would. It honestly broke my heart…[Read more]

    Mood : Afraid
  • Leanne posted a new activity comment 2 years ago

    In reply to: Leanne posted an update So….. I am sat here waiting for my bath to finish and I can hear my parents arguing, for the millionth time since as long as I can remember. It’s not the stereotypical fights, my dad is a […] View

    Thank you, that really means a lot, as you can see I didn’t do it, but for the first time I was so close. And that scares me, because what if one day I just can’t stop it anymore? What if the darkness forces it’s way in?

  • Leanne posted an update 2 years ago

    So…..
    I am sat here waiting for my bath to finish and I can hear my parents arguing, for the millionth time since as long as I can remember. It’s not the stereotypical fights, my dad is a cunt. When they argue he hurls abuse at everyone, and since I’ve been with my boyfriend he has brought us into the argument too. And I am honestly drained from…[Read more]

    Mood : Depressed
  • Leanne posted an update 2 years ago

    Another update for the zero people that read this shit.
    Relationship wise everything is great. I have an amazing boyfriend and we’ve been together almost six months! I love him unconditionally and don’t see my future without him.
    But…
    I am in college now, and I’m struggling. Not learning wise, I’m fine on that front, but for motivation, and I…[Read more]

    Mood : Confused
  • Leanne posted an update 2 years, 11 months ago

    So, I’ve come to the conclusion that my dilemma in my last post won’t be resolved. I just have to come to terms with it. I mean I only have a few months left in school so it’s not like I have to sit next to her in classes for years. I just wish she would let me sort it out. Just lucky I have my other two friends that have helped me through it all.…[Read more]

    Mood : Accepted
  • Leanne posted an update 2 years, 12 months ago

    okay.
    I haven’t been active on this site for ages, because things seemed to finally be going right; I had a good community of friends; I had a supporting family, and better yet; my anxiety declined greatly. It was all going great, until yesterday. When I lost the most important person in my life, my lifeline if you will. And now I’m sat here…[Read more]

    Mood : Ashamed
  • Leanne posted a new activity comment 3 years, 4 months ago

    In reply to: Just A Girl posted an update So I’m restricting now sort of and my doctor and therapist are both going to start weighing me so I’m screwed, but I don’t really care. I just want to be skinny. I want to be skinny, […] View

    Please don’t hurt yourself…
    Who cares if this boy doesn’t like you? Nobodies opinion matters other than yours. Not the one that has been altered by the media, how you truly feel. It makes me upset when people want to do these things to themselves. Please. I’m here to talk if you ever need it xx

  • Leanne posted an update 3 years, 4 months ago

    Feeling really low rn…
    Just can’t cope.

    Mood : Sad
  • Leanne posted an update 3 years, 4 months ago

    So, found out that one of my guy friends is actually not my friend at all. And his girlfriend just sits there and lets him say hurtful things to me and threaten me. So glad I only have to look at them for another 6 months.

    Mood : Angry
  • Leanne posted a new activity comment 3 years, 5 months ago

    In reply to: Leanne posted an update I think it is time to tell my story; I’m a 15 year old female. In my group of friends I am the one who has a hot head and I am notorious for my anger. But behind all that, I am a girl with […] View

    Thank you, but in todays society you have to be pretty to fit in. It’s just how it works. I will try and change my attitude towards myself though xx

  • Leanne posted an update 3 years, 5 months ago

    I think it is time to tell my story;
    I’m a 15 year old female. In my group of friends I am the one who has a hot head and I am notorious for my anger. But behind all that, I am a girl with social anxiety. I am also what you would call a D.U.F.F – Designated. Ugly. Fat. Friend. I am in no way fat, but I am a duff, you don’t have to be fat you just…[Read more]

    Mood : Disappointed
  • Leanne posted an update 3 years, 6 months ago

    I don’t want to be here anymore….
    I don’t want to be judged
    I don’t want to be laughed at
    I don’t want to be bullshitted about
    I don’t want any of it anymore

    Mood : Depressed
  • Leanne posted an update 3 years, 6 months ago

    I don’t want to be here anymore….
    I don’t want to be judged
    I don’t want to be laughed at
    I don’t want to be bullshitted about
    I don’t want any of it anymore

    Mood : Depressed
  • Leanne posted a new activity comment 3 years, 7 months ago

    In reply to: Alex Rodriguez posted an update Hey guys, well im back again, and well I cant stop thinking about this girl. I dont know why, its really getting me panicked considered that I will try to ask her out thursday. Im […] View

    It’s okay, glad I could help. Hope it goes/went well xx

  • Leanne posted a new activity comment 3 years, 7 months ago

    In reply to: Alex Rodriguez posted an update Hey guys, well im back again, and well I cant stop thinking about this girl. I dont know why, its really getting me panicked considered that I will try to ask her out thursday. Im […] View

    don’t worry about the voice in your head. if you learn to ignore it, it will go away. You seem like a nice guy, so if she says no, she isn’t worth it. Just call her up and be all like “Be ready to go out with me. I’ll pick you up at 6.” Or something like that. You seem like a genuine guy so don’t worry. She should like you. She has no reason to…[Read more]

  • Leanne posted an update 3 years, 7 months ago

    I wonder if any girl has ever seen me and thought:
    “Wow, I wish I looked like her…”

    Mood : Calm
  • Leanne posted a new activity comment 3 years, 7 months ago

    In reply to: Victoria posted an update I’ve moved three times in my life. Once when I was two, another time when I was going into fifth grade, and the third time was when I was going into seventh grade. Every time I have […] View

    Sorry if I rambled too much about myself. I do that sometimes. But I’m glad I could help xx

  • Leanne posted a new activity comment 3 years, 7 months ago

    In reply to: Victoria posted an update I’ve moved three times in my life. Once when I was two, another time when I was going into fifth grade, and the third time was when I was going into seventh grade. Every time I have […] View

    I move every year, sometimes every two. It’s not good for children or young children mentally at all. I didn’t have any friends for the past two years because I didn’t see a point. I didn’t want to have bond with people I would have to leave within the year. However it wasn’t my parents fault. I’m not very well off you see, so my parents have to…[Read more]

  • Leanne posted an update 3 years, 7 months ago

    If music be the food of love, play on. – William Shakespear xx

    Mood : Happy
  • Leanne posted a new activity comment 3 years, 7 months ago

    In reply to: Leanne posted an update “The mirror is my best friend, because when I cry, it never laughs.” Charlie Chaplin View

    Thank you. I’ll try not to be sad xx

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