• Hana posted an update 10 months, 1 week ago

    My dream is to spend eternity on a tropical island alone with him and so there is to do is roll around and bathe in each other’s affection without a single worry.

    Mood : Sick
  • Hana posted an update 10 months, 1 week ago

    I think I’m addicted to his love and affection.

    Mood : Sick
  • Hana posted an update 10 months, 1 week ago

    When I fall, I fall hard and I get stuck. Once I am yours I am yours until you kill that part of me that loves you. Even if you stop being mine I will still be yours. I’ll always be right here. My heart beats for you. I don’t care how bad it is for me to love so blindly, helplessly, and with no boundaries. I don’t care if one day you crumble me…[Read more]

    Mood : Sick
  • Hana posted an update 10 months, 4 weeks ago

    I’m in love with this man who’s across the country now. Everything about him’ s got me daydreaming always. In my mind we’re in a fairy land where all we know is love. Right now I’m stuck in this place that keeps us far apart its driving me insane. Guess that’s the cost of being the love of a man who’s duty’ s near sea. Now all I see in my future…[Read more]

  • Hana posted a new activity comment 11 months, 2 weeks ago

    In reply to: Maya posted an update You would think I am done with talking but I didn’t feel okay putting something really depressing with something not. Okay so as you may or may not know, I am 13. Young I know. People in my […] View

    Honestly, I’m not going to tell you what is wrong and what is right because I know that is only a matter of perspective. My only message to you is that I hope you have a happy life, I don’t think you should do drugs though, i don’t want you to think that drugs can make you happy. Or alcohol, or sex. They can be fun to do but if you do it out of…[Read more]

  • Hana posted a new activity comment 11 months, 2 weeks ago

    In reply to: Hana posted an update uncertainty makes me scared and nervous. I am a planner, i like planning for the future and working towards my goal, i see a life with my love and my dream career. The issue with this dream […] View

    Thanks this helped a lot.

  • Hana posted an update 11 months, 3 weeks ago

    uncertainty makes me scared and nervous. I am a planner, i like planning for the future and working towards my goal, i see a life with my love and my dream career. The issue with this dream is the fact the he is not guaranteed. He could break up with me. I could be wasting my time and energy, getting my hopes up for something that might never…[Read more]

    Mood : Depressed
  • Hana posted an update 11 months, 3 weeks ago

    I have developed a plan for my future, one with him. (please feel free to give any advice) My plan is to finish high school of course, then i will go to him during the summer, come back home and take a 10 week course on event/wedding planning, get a certificate that qualifies me as a professional with hands on experience and a portfolio, do an…[Read more]

    Mood : Optimistic
  • Hana posted an update 1 year, 1 month ago

    To truly be in love someone means that you would do anything for them. It hurts but it feels so amazing so powerful at the same time. It drives yu, motivates you. It is your main source of energy that you feed on. An obsession you would never want to end. You won’t stop making them happy, trying to be with them until it bleeds you dry and hurts so…[Read more]

  • Hana posted a new activity comment 1 year, 1 month ago

    In reply to: Tina posted an update Hey Guys I’m back! Bootcamp over with and I’m going through school for the job I’m going to be doing. I’m glad what I’ve accomplished. But I have a question… Is it good to be a […] View

    I don’t think being a virgin is good or bad, it’s just a thing.

  • Hana posted an update 1 year, 1 month ago

    I cant explain how happy i am to be able to talk to him now. To know that he still loves me and to talk to him everyday from good morning to goodnight. evert “I love you” brings me more hope that we will be by each other’s side again. The love is still so consuming and i can never stop smiling when i see his name pop up on my phone. I tried to…[Read more]

    Mood : Loved
  • Hana posted an update 1 year, 2 months ago

    Hey everyone, it’s been an entire month since he left fo boot camp. I am still unable to talk to him and unable to stop thinking about him.

  • Hana posted a new activity comment 1 year, 2 months ago

    In reply to: Taylor Berry posted an update My boyfriend and I have been dating for four years, and although it’s supposed to sound so special to me, it doesn’t. Our relationship has been nothing but silence. Our relationship i […] View

    if it doesn’t feel right then just end it. Don’t be with someone who doesn’t try, it’s not fair to yourself.

  • Hana posted an update 1 year, 3 months ago

    He claimed he loved me but how come that wasn’t enough for him? I love him so much it burns through me and I’m not even really sure what love is exactly but I just know that I love him because if I didn’t this wouldn’t hurt so damn much. I hate that I couldn’t make him as happy as he made me because maybe he wouldn’t need to go so far just to be…[Read more]

  • Hana posted an update 1 year, 3 months ago

    He is gone, and he isn’t coming back. It feels so strange and foreign to call or identify him as my ex… the word makes me cringe and it doesn’t feel real. It feels like a bad dream and now i blindly wait for his return even though i am still aware that it will never come. I am Half delusional and half sane. It’s like whenever i let myself feel ha…[Read more]

  • Hana posted a new activity comment 1 year, 3 months ago

    In reply to: Venus Fray posted an update Welp a lot has happened guys. My mom, the one who adopted me assaulted me. She beat me down. After mentally degrading me she hit me. Social services were called and she was gonna kill […] View

    idk exactly what’s going on with ur bf but know this. If a guy has the nerve to cheat once or disrespect you in any way, he will do it again and again. I think you should break up with him if he is cheating. Teach your child never to put up with anything less than what they deserve by doing so yourself. Speaking from a child who grew up with her…[Read more]

  • Hana posted a new activity comment 1 year, 4 months ago

    In reply to: Just A Girl with a dream posted an update I am always here for people but where are they when I need them to be here for me. sometimes I just wish I was another person like I know nobody is perfect but at least […] View

    Happiness will come eventually. When you feel sad, close your eyes and think of something you want really bad or anything that makes you happiest. Be there and tell yourself that everything is going to be okay. The truth is, life comes in phases. There are sad times but they only make the happy times more happy once you get there. If you want…[Read more]

  • Hana posted a new activity comment 1 year, 4 months ago

    In reply to: Jensen John posted an update Do friendships last long ?? Because mine lasted a full 6 months unitll all my friends started going behind the “other people” and have abandonned me. Why ? Why is life so cruel ?? View

    life isn’t cruel, some people just are. Your “friend” sounds like a bad one if they chose to abandon you. I know it hurts but you are probably better off without them. If you were okay before them, you’ll be okay without them.

  • Hana posted an update 1 year, 4 months ago

    i hate myself for hurting myself. I knew i should’ve stayed away from him the moment we began talking. I knew that i would get attached to him and that i would fall for him. I didn’t know that he would fill the emptiness inside of me or that he would give me some of the best experiences of my life. He used to say he loved me back all the time……[Read more]

  • Hana posted an update 1 year, 4 months ago

    my heart hurts… (1:56 am)

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