• I haven’t posted in a while. I just wanted to post an update since the last time I was on here, I was a wreck. I had my baby. She was a beautiful healthy baby girl. I fell in love the second I saw her. And I only saw her 3 times before I couldn’t bare to see her anymore. I decided on giving her up for adoption. It’s now been almost a month since I…[Read more]

  • Recently, 3 days ago, I found out I’m pregnant. So far the only people that know are my mom and my grandma and grandpa. I don’t live with any of them and the grandma I do live with is grade-A insane. She’s the most awful minipulative abusive person I’ve ever met. I don’t know how to tell her and I’m genuinely afraid to. The first person I told was…[Read more]

    Mood : Afraid
  • So, for a while I was in a very extremely abusive relationship. All of my friends wanted me to get out of it because they saw the way this person could be. My family only saw him when he was behaving and would yell at me if I tried to break up with him because he was “such a nice boy”. He and I continued to date and day by day things got worse. By…[Read more]

    Mood : Afraid
  • Just A Girl‘s profile was updated 2 years, 3 months ago

  • Just finished college researching for the day. I’m so excited, yet so nervous at the same time. I haven’t even started senior year yet and I’m already scared to be a freshman again. Oh well, I can tell that college is going to be great :). I’ve been getting really into my art lately, but I’ve been having trouble finding enough time to finish…[Read more]

    Mood : Grateful
  • Hello, everybody. I just wanted to put a message out there that I am turning my life around to be more positive and in doing that, I am going to re-sculpt my blog.

    Mood : Optimistic
  • Just A Girl posted a new activity comment 2 years, 11 months ago

    In reply to: Tess Shriner posted an update So I like this guy and he likes me back. We both have told each other how we feel, the problem is… He has a girlfriend -_-. he says this voice in his head is telling him to break up […] View

    Hi, I’m standing in the girlfriend’s shoes. I don’t know the situation or how old you are but I was recently with a guy who said he cared about me and then when he left, I was heartbroken. I think if he has a girlfriend, even if he claims to have feelings for you, you should let them be together. If he tells you he wants to break up with her,…[Read more]

  • I honestly think life just isn’t for me. I hate my family (if you can even call them that), I hate myself, I hate school, I have no friends, I hate the people at my school, I hate my house, I hate everything. I seriously just need to leave. I am planning on running away or killing myself. I’m not sure which one yet but I will probably choose to…[Read more]

    Mood : Drained
  • Just A Girl posted an update 3 years ago

    So I’m restricting now sort of and my doctor and therapist are both going to start weighing me so I’m screwed, but I don’t really care. I just want to be skinny. I want to be skinny, I want to be pretty, I want to be smart, and I want to be loved. I’m falling for my boyfriend and well it’s honestly not a pleasant feeling. I can’t tell him…[Read more]

    Mood : Depressed
  • Just A Girl posted an update 3 years ago

    So I’m restricting now sort of and my doctor and therapist are both going to start weighing me so I’m screwed, but I don’t really care. I just want to be skinny. I want to be skinny, I want to be pretty, I want to be smart, and I want to be loved. I’m falling for my boyfriend and well it’s honestly not a pleasant feeling. I can’t tell him…[Read more]

    Mood : Depressed
  • Just A Girl posted a new activity comment 3 years, 1 month ago

    In reply to: Blondie6 posted an update in the group The Advicer I feel the urge to cut again and I’m trying to stop, I’ve been clean for 2 weeks but nothing is helping and I have no one to help me, I’ve tried everything View

    I’m here for you, lovely. <3 message me anytime. ilysm

  • Well I told Chris that I didn’t want to and now he’s giving me the cold shoulder. I cut again and it felt amazing. I don’t want to stop. Me and David are friends again i guess. I wanna die. bye.

    Mood : Depressed
  • So I gave in yesterday and told my boyfriend I would have sex with him when I really don’t want to… I’m really nervous because I’m extremely insecure and I’ve only had sex once and it hurts so bad. Last time, I bled, and if I bleed again I am going to be so embarrassed. The reason my boyfriend is pressuring me to do this is because he said his…[Read more]

    Mood : Nervous
  • So my boyfriend (1 month) informed me today that we are moving too slow and I’m debating on crying or what because I don’t feel very loved right now. I want to cut but I’m going to meet his mom after this. Help? ;c

    Mood : Hurt
  • She paints a pretty picture,
    But the story has a twist,
    Her paint brush is a razor

    And her canvas is her wrist,
    She paints her pretty picture
    In a color that’s blood red

    While using her sharp paint brush
    She end up finally dead
    Her pretty picture fading

    Quite slowly on her arm
    The blood is not racing through her
    She can no longer do harm

    She…[Read more]

    Mood : Depressed
  • One step forward, 18940651 steps back it seems. I got a boyfriend and he is actually a guy I have wanted to be with for quite a while. It was made official yesterday after we spent the day together and it is a big deal to me because my boyfriends never go to the same school as me or even live in the same state as me… I was so happy, but then I…[Read more]

    Mood : Numb
  • I can tell I’m not going to be done cutting for a while, so if anyone has any tips, I would appreciate it. Thanks, cya!

    Mood : Depressed
  • When people try to list reasons I shouldn’t commit suicide, they tell me things like “Don’t you want to graduate?” “What about when you’re living on your own?” “You’ll never be able to get married.” “You’ll never have kids.” “College?” “Jobs?” “Grandkids?” “Growing old with someone?” But what they don’t realize is it’s things like that that…[Read more]

    Mood : Depressed
  • Hello, people. I haven’t written on here in a while, but I kind of need to vent right now. I always thought that families were supposed to be relatively nice to each other. Apparently, my family did not get that memo. My grandma has been pissing me off so much and she is so rude. She lies about me, she calls me terrible things, she makes my…[Read more]

    Mood : Depressed
  • My best friend basically just betrayed any trust I could have possibly had for him.

    Mood : Grumpy
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