• Hana posted an update 8 months, 2 weeks ago

    My dream is to spend eternity on a tropical island alone with him and so there is to do is roll around and bathe in each other’s affection without a single worry.

    Mood : Sick
  • Hana posted an update 8 months, 2 weeks ago

    I think I’m addicted to his love and affection.

    Mood : Sick
  • Hana posted an update 8 months, 2 weeks ago

    When I fall, I fall hard and I get stuck. Once I am yours I am yours until you kill that part of me that loves you. Even if you stop being mine I will still be yours. I’ll always be right here. My heart beats for you. I don’t care how bad it is for me to love so blindly, helplessly, and with no boundaries. I don’t care if one day you crumble me…[Read more]

    Mood : Sick
  • Hana posted an update 9 months ago

    I’m in love with this man who’s across the country now. Everything about him’ s got me daydreaming always. In my mind we’re in a fairy land where all we know is love. Right now I’m stuck in this place that keeps us far apart its driving me insane. Guess that’s the cost of being the love of a man who’s duty’ s near sea. Now all I see in my future…[Read more]

  • paradise posted an update 9 months, 3 weeks ago

    today i am feeling GREAT,HAPPY,AMAZING,WONDERFUL…

    Mood : Happy
  • Hana posted an update 9 months, 4 weeks ago

    uncertainty makes me scared and nervous. I am a planner, i like planning for the future and working towards my goal, i see a life with my love and my dream career. The issue with this dream is the fact the he is not guaranteed. He could break up with me. I could be wasting my time and energy, getting my hopes up for something that might never…[Read more]

    Mood : Depressed
  • Hana posted an update 10 months ago

    I have developed a plan for my future, one with him. (please feel free to give any advice) My plan is to finish high school of course, then i will go to him during the summer, come back home and take a 10 week course on event/wedding planning, get a certificate that qualifies me as a professional with hands on experience and a portfolio, do an…[Read more]

    Mood : Optimistic
  • Hana posted an update 11 months, 3 weeks ago

    To truly be in love someone means that you would do anything for them. It hurts but it feels so amazing so powerful at the same time. It drives yu, motivates you. It is your main source of energy that you feed on. An obsession you would never want to end. You won’t stop making them happy, trying to be with them until it bleeds you dry and hurts so…[Read more]

  • Hana posted an update 11 months, 3 weeks ago

    I cant explain how happy i am to be able to talk to him now. To know that he still loves me and to talk to him everyday from good morning to goodnight. evert “I love you” brings me more hope that we will be by each other’s side again. The love is still so consuming and i can never stop smiling when i see his name pop up on my phone. I tried to…[Read more]

    Mood : Loved
  • paradise posted an update 1 year ago

    i used to be a really happy girl but now i am a really sad and depressed one…. i just dot feel anything anymore like nothing is impotent any more….. i feel empty like i don care anymore and when i try to talk to my mother she says to me ; stop nagging…
    what should i do?

    Mood : Alone
  • Hana posted an update 1 year ago

    Hey everyone, it’s been an entire month since he left fo boot camp. I am still unable to talk to him and unable to stop thinking about him.

  • paradise posted an update 1 year, 1 month ago

    please check out my blog and feel free to leave a comment! https://teenagedaysofmylife.blogspot.com/

    Mood : Excited
  • Hana posted an update 1 year, 1 month ago

    He claimed he loved me but how come that wasn’t enough for him? I love him so much it burns through me and I’m not even really sure what love is exactly but I just know that I love him because if I didn’t this wouldn’t hurt so damn much. I hate that I couldn’t make him as happy as he made me because maybe he wouldn’t need to go so far just to be…[Read more]

  • Hana posted an update 1 year, 1 month ago

    He is gone, and he isn’t coming back. It feels so strange and foreign to call or identify him as my ex… the word makes me cringe and it doesn’t feel real. It feels like a bad dream and now i blindly wait for his return even though i am still aware that it will never come. I am Half delusional and half sane. It’s like whenever i let myself feel ha…[Read more]

  • paradise posted an update 1 year, 2 months ago

    starting high school… nervous!

    Mood : Afraid
  • Hana posted an update 1 year, 2 months ago

    i hate myself for hurting myself. I knew i should’ve stayed away from him the moment we began talking. I knew that i would get attached to him and that i would fall for him. I didn’t know that he would fill the emptiness inside of me or that he would give me some of the best experiences of my life. He used to say he loved me back all the time……[Read more]

  • Hana posted an update 1 year, 3 months ago

    my heart hurts… (1:56 am)

  • paradise posted an update in the group Group logo of Step Into My World...Step Into My World… 1 year, 3 months ago

    I’m tired of crying of feeling alone of having my heart broken every day of the tears that fall of my eyes every night
    i have always tried to be nice with every one and forgive them no matter what i have always been there for others but they just don’t understand that. they are just so cruel and rude to me all the time.
    there is this big part in…[Read more]

    Mood : Alone
  • Hana posted an update 1 year, 3 months ago

    I got to thinking, and i decided that i really want to give him something to remember me. I love him and i want to be remembered as someone who really meant something to him… The only problem is i don’t know what to get him. I want it to be something he can hold onto for as long as time allows.

    Mood : Good
  • Hana posted an update 1 year, 3 months ago

    Everyone likes a happy girl. No one wants the damaged ones. The ones who have nightmares of monsters at the age of 16 or the ones with fucked up pasts that hardly anyone in your circle can relate to. I always have a smile on my face so that no on would ever expect that i’ve been through hard shit. Sometimes i just want to go back to being that…[Read more]

    Mood : Anxious
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