• aspen posted an update 2 months, 4 weeks ago

    I don’t get. It’s like I’m always nice and polite to people. I always try to do the right thing. I get great grades. Im always home in time for curfew. Im responsible and a great friend..But yet my parents still question me and think I’m out of control and won’t let me get a simple nose peircing. Just a small stud. Because this apparently…[Read more]

  • aspen posted an update 4 months, 1 week ago

    It’s going to be too late. And I’m scarred beyond words.

  • aspen posted an update 4 months, 1 week ago

    I don’t even know what’s really wrong anymore… All I know is my heart aches but yet I can’t explain myself. I’m scarred because I don’t even know what’s actually wrong with me. All I know is that nobody knows. Nobody knows my heart constantly aches. Nobody knows I attempt to cut myself day by day. Nobody knows I self pierce my self because…[Read more]

  • aspen posted an update 4 months, 1 week ago

    On the outside: confident girl that doesn’t give two fucks what people think about her. Girl who always has a smile on her face laughing with her friends. Relationship? It’s going great nothing could be better. Friends? Always surrounding her and love her forever. Family? Always cares and there for her love her unconditionally.
    Inside: heart…[Read more]

  • aspen posted an update 6 months ago

    So I lay there. All curl up night and tight under the blankets. Fingers tracing the lines of the band aid that hides the evidence. My “battle wounds.” also tracing we’re my next plan is. All I need is a hammer and hit it right on that bone. So fragile and easy to break. Do it the first chance I get one I’m alone….thinking of my plan, I cry a…[Read more]

  • aspen posted an update 6 months, 1 week ago

    Sometimes I wonder whats wrong with me…. I’m always concentrating and focusing on my flaws. Its funny how I can list to myself(or anyone) all of my flaws, but when they ask me what I do like about myself, I can barley think of anything…..I believe of beauty on the inside and out. But every girl has her self esteem issues. Mine is my…[Read more]

  • aspen posted an update 6 months, 2 weeks ago

    Dear JR, I like you, a loott. But I don’t know how to tell you… I’m afraid you don’t feel the same way and would rather just not know the answer at all and avoid rejection… I really don’t want to be rejected..but I need to know, I hope to god you like me back… Please like me back.
    Dear AH, your my best friend. Your the only person I can…[Read more]

  • aspen posted an update: 7 months, 1 week ago

    I have no one to talk to. Its just me against the world, all by myself. No one to turn to, no one to cry on, no one to comfort me. I’m all alone. And darkness is surrounding me. I don’t know how much longer I can take this. I’ve hit rock bottom. When can I get back on top. Before it’s too late.

    • sooo sad but u know wat u can talk to me, turn to me, possibly cry on me that is if ur still crying, and rely on me to comfort u. ur not alone and i will show u tha way out this terrible dark cave into the beautiful light world. take this ladder and climb bak on up here tha time to get up iz NOW!!xx

  • aspen posted an update: 7 months, 1 week ago

    Dear ACNE. I fucking hate you. You ruin my confidence,self esteem, and any chance I have at having a boy like me. When I look in the mirror and see you filling up my face,back,chest, I want to cry, and break the mirror. Why do I get it to the extreme? Someone help me. What fought your acne?
    Please help, I’m desperate, and can’t even look at…[Read more]

  • aspen posted an update: 7 months, 1 week ago

    Mentally, I’ve already committed suicide.

  • aspen posted an update: 7 months, 3 weeks ago

    So my best friends i don’t even know if were friends or what’s going on. My dad doesn’t trust me, my moms threatening to leave, and ive been crying myself to sleep every night for the past month… I can’t go a day without crying. My friends judge me my parents judge me. No one understands me anymore. I can’t live my life like this. All…[Read more]

  • aspen posted an update: 8 months ago

    I hate that feeling of walking down the street and seeing the cutest couples holding hands, hugging, kissing and laughing. I hate when all your friends have boyfriends that carry their books, call, text and walk home everyday. I hate being alone… I need somebody to love, I need someone go love me, for me. I need someone to look me in the eye…[Read more]

  • aspen posted an update: 8 months, 1 week ago

    Average day for a depressed teen:
    Wake up.
    Go to school.
    Talk to a minimal amount of people.
    Go home.
    Do homework.
    Eat dinner.
    Attempt to throw it all up.
    Cry yourself to sleep.
    Pray that things will change.
    Start all over…..

  • aspen posted an update: 8 months, 1 week ago

    I hate how whenever something good is happening and you think your finally going to be okay, something has to get in the way and fuck it all up!!! You think things are going great with your friends, then you find out maybe your not really as good friends as you thought… You think your dads new job is great, then you realize the pay is just not…[Read more]

  • aspen posted an update: 8 months, 2 weeks ago

    I hate when you get in a fight with someone and then you leave for a while and come back to a brand new necklace or earrings…. The person thinks you forgive them, but reality, I rather not wear them. Why can’t you just simply say ’im sorry’ I don’t want your gifts. Doesn’t change a thing..

  • aspen posted an update: 8 months, 4 weeks ago

    Why is it that sooo many people have soo much money? Can get whatever they want when they want, buy whatever they want and not have to think ‘will I have enough money to buy dinner tonight?’ or ‘if I buy this I might have to skip a meal’ can’t do stuff they like because that would cost Money. Stop playing on sports teams because that cost…[Read more]

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