• Shay posted an update 7 months ago

    I don’t understand. How can I go from feeling so depressed one day to feeling so happy and full of life the next. It doesn’t make any sense. I’m so confused

    Mood : Confused
  • Shay posted an update 7 months, 1 week ago

    Who the hell am I to try and give others advice. I can’t even sort my own life out let alone try and help others get through there’s.

    Mood : Ashamed
  • Shay posted an update 7 months, 1 week ago

    I thought I was ok again. I’m not. It’s like I’m in a continuous cycle of being depressed then happy then depressed then happy again. I can’t control it and I definitely can’t stop it. And I can’t accept the fact that I might just never be truely happy again. I don’t even deserve to be depressed. I have everything I need. I have a life that som…[Read more]

    Mood : Depressed
  • Shay posted an update 10 months, 2 weeks ago

    Something about myself. My name is shannon but I prefer Shay. I’m almost 15 and I live in England. I need new friends.

    Mood : Alone
  • Shay posted an update 11 months ago

    What’s new, Shay?

    Um… I don’t know. I’m ok… I guess.

    Mood : Not Specified
  • Shay posted an update 1 year ago

    I was called out for a one on one session because of the survey a few weeks ago. I lied throughout it. I couldn’t help it. Some people Amy think confessing your feelings to a stranger is easier than doing it to a loved one, but to me, it’s worse. First impressions matter to me. If she thinks I’m a depressed teenager, she’ll treat me differe…[Read more]

    Mood : Worried
  • Shay posted an update 1 year, 1 month ago

    Everything’s happening all at once. I’m depressed. My parents might get a divorce. My dad hates my mum. My mum is depressed. How do I make it stop?!
    No one knows i feel this way. I need to keep a smile on my face and stay strong for my younger sister. I need to act fine. I am fine…

    Mood : Numb
  • Shay posted an update 1 year, 1 month ago

    I did the survey thing. The questions were scary and I was worried out of my mind. If I have depression, anxiety or some other mental health issue, I’ll get called out for a one to one talk with the councillor. I don’t know if they’re gonna tell the parents or not but I hope not. Now it’s just the waiting game, I guess!

    Mood : Anxious
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  • Shay posted an update 1 year, 2 months ago

    It sucks because I thought I was getting better, but now I’m not.

    Mood : Depressed
  • Shay posted an update 1 year, 2 months ago

    I’m terrified! This Thursday the school is making all of my year group do an online survey that will tell us if we have a good mental heath or not. The results go to a counsellor and of u don’t have a good mental health, she has private sessions with you. I’m scared that it’ll say I have a type of depression or something and they’ll tell my parent…[Read more]

    Mood : Afraid
  • Shay posted an update 1 year, 4 months ago

    Dear Diary,
    I’ve never done this before so bare with me!

    Today I’ve never felt so broken. Heartbroken. And no, it wasn’t a boy, it was my so called friends. All 7 of them except my bff that was just as shocked as me!

    Here is how it started.

    About a month ago, we all went to a sleepover at my friends house and it all started well. Me and my…[Read more]

    Mood : Hurt
  • Shay posted an update 1 year, 5 months ago

    @nemo I’m so glad I could help u reconsider writing. Your words can be so powerful, embrace it xx

    Mood : Happy
  • Shay posted an update 1 year, 6 months ago

    This isn’t completely about me but writing this piece felt like a weight had been lifted off of my shoulders. It was like I had confessed my feelings and it felt really good. I am actually proud of this piece so I thought id share it:

    All Alone
    Feeling alone can mean two things; it can mean being on your own without anyone around you, or it can…[Read more]

    Mood : Happy
  • Shay posted an update 1 year, 6 months ago

    Today I told my best friend about my depression. That’s right, depression. I haven’t told my parents or anyone except for my bff. She was so understanding and helpful. I truely felt happy and like a real weight had been lifted off of my shoulders. The only thing I am nervous about is that she might start to worry about me more and that my other…[Read more]

    Mood : Hopeful
  • Shay posted an update 1 year, 9 months ago

    @angl thanks for the great advice. I really needed to know that someone actually listened to my thoughts for once! Thank you! I hope everything worked out for you in your similar situation x

    Mood : Pleased
  • Shay posted an update 1 year, 9 months ago

    Today I felt like my whole life was pointless.
    I felt like my friends didn’t care about where I was and what I was even doing and that really bothered me. I feel like I get excluded and teased too often but I know that they don’t mean to make me feel this way but I do! And I’m worried that if I say anything, it’ll just cause an argument that I…[Read more]

    Mood : Lonely
  • DFT-Admin posted an update 3 years, 7 months ago

    Beginning work on the DFT site. Please be patient as I work through some of the upgrades I have planned.

    Mood : Optimistic
  • DFT-Admin posted an update 3 years, 7 months ago

    @abigail.mellinger Welcome to Diary For Teens!

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