• Bekkah posted an update 1 year, 11 months ago

    I’m falling hard too fast and I don’t know if I am ready for this. I fear something real because that allows failure… I can’t be set up to fail again… I’m afraid to lose this great thing… I don’t know..

  • Bekkah posted an update 2 years ago

    I have fallen into a depression and I am not going to pretend like this wasn’t something that has been going on for a long time. I have reached the point of no return. I don’t feel like doing anything anymore but I’m also not one for giving up. I’m tired and sad but at the same time, I feel nothing…

  • Bekkah posted an update 2 years, 1 month ago

    What is wrong with me? I have a problem, a fear, that if I let anyone get close to me then all I am going to get is hurt. I’m not entirely sure where this problem stems from… maybe from my first boyfriend because he made me feel like the whole relationship was a lie or maybe it was from my dad who seemingly could just throw me off like I didn’t…[Read more]

  • Ya'Ya<3 posted an update 2 years, 1 month ago

    Who will fix me now?

    Mood : Blank
  • Bekkah posted an update 2 years, 1 month ago

    Already need a break from college….

  • Bekkah posted an update 2 years, 2 months ago

    When the world comes crumbling down around you, who do you turn to? A friend? A family member? Your significant other? What if you can’t sit there an tell those people exactly what is on your mind. That makes turning to somebody the hardest thing to do. I have nobody to turn to. Not because there is nobody there, but because I can’t allow myself…[Read more]

  • Bekkah posted an update 2 years, 3 months ago

    Just when you pick yourself back up, the world comes tumbling down again… Just my luck

  • I just kinda want to show how my writing has improved in the last year and seven months.

    I smoke with the boys in the band,
    Prissy boy won’t you hold my hand?
    Pretty boys don’t light their own […]

  • I have been trapped in the same box where you left me.

    I gave in, to be trapped again and now, you left me here.

    locked away with all the brokenness. I showed you the scar of the past that you created

    and […]

  • Daniela posted an update 2 years, 5 months ago

    It’s been a while since I’ve came here for the last time and life has turned wild…

    Mood : Anxious
  • Bekkah posted an update 2 years, 5 months ago

    I’m depressed and I can’t get out of it… I don’t know why either because everything is going well. Everything just is weighing heavy on me. I don’t know what to do.

    Mood : Drained
  •  I am an impatient person but I am patient with you.
    I am a cruel person to those that did me wrong, but not with you.
    I am not forgiving but I am with you.
    I don’t take back people but I took you back.
    I […]

  • Nathan posted an update 2 years, 9 months ago

    havent talked to her in 2 days….Hiw am i still alive?

    Mood : Anxious
  • Nathan posted an update 2 years, 9 months ago

    havent talked to her in 2 days….Hiw am i still alive?

    Mood : Envious
  • Nathan posted an update 2 years, 9 months ago

    when u meet that one girl that just takes your breath away

    Mood : Amazed
  • Nathan posted an update 2 years, 9 months ago

    havent talked to her for 2 days…ABOUT TO GO CRAZYYYYYYY

    Mood : Anxious
  • Nathan posted an update 2 years, 9 months ago

    When you havent talk to her all day and you start going crazy cause u miss her soo much

    Mood : Sad
  • Nathan posted an update 2 years, 9 months ago

    When u have on particular girl on your mind and she always has a message waiting for u when u get on…

    Mood : In love
  • Hi everyone! my readers have been so supportive with great criticisms that helped me through my writing and I am very grateful. I’ve been posting on this blog for almost 3 years and I feel in a way that my […]

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