• purplelavastar posted an update 3 weeks ago

    im so confused… there is this guy in my class and we have sort of been flirting for a while, and now i get this weird feeling when i see him and i get really nervous… and i dont know what is happening between us…

    Mood : Confused
  • why do i still think of him… it was supposed to be a one time thing, no stings attached… ive been with other people since then. but i dont even give them a second thought, im always drawn back to him. we dont talk anymore, and he even moved out of the state without telling me. we havent talked since july and i dont plan o talking to him… i…[Read more]

    Mood : Alone
  • he broke up with me because I didn’t want to have skype sex…

    Mood : Bewildered
  • purplelavastar posted an update 10 months ago

    both my grandma and my boyfriend have cancer… my grandmas is curable, my boyfriends isn’t…

    Mood : Depressed
  • I’m not suicidal, I don’t think I will ever kill myself, but if I had a chance to die without killing myself… I don’t think I would turn it down…

    Mood : Depressed
  • purplelavastar posted an update 1 year ago

    so… I no longer have a boyfriend. which is a good thing, but I feel like he was one of the few people that cared about me…

    Mood : Alone
  • purplelavastar posted an update 1 year ago

    why is everyone in my school so ignorant

    Mood : Bitchy
  • purplelavastar posted an update 1 year ago

    I wish I could be happy, I used to be happy… then I realized she was never coming back… now everything just feels useless…

    Mood : Depressed