• Maya posted an update 10 months, 3 weeks ago

    I have a very strong need to cut but I know that it will make me feel worse and set me back. I don’t do it on my inner thigh and arms (and wrists) because that’s the thing that’s “not safe”
    Merry Christmas (unless you don’t celebrate it, then have a nice day doing what you celebrate<3)

  • Maya posted an update 11 months ago

    Hey, I know it has been forever but my wifi and computer have been acting like shit lately so…
    Anyway, boy do I have some news for you. Okay so let me backtrack a bit. So you may or may not remember a guy I talked about who is in India and blah blah blah, So I officially don’t like him. I opened up to him about the way I view my body. He then…[Read more]

    Mood : Sick
  • Maya posted an update 11 months, 2 weeks ago

    I have a big headace today and I have to read 15 chapters in a book and have a test tommorow on the 15 chapters. Bleh….

    Mood : Anxious
  • Maya posted an update 11 months, 2 weeks ago

    You would think I am done with talking but I didn’t feel okay putting something really depressing with something not.
    Okay so as you may or may not know, I am 13. Young I know. People in my school are very I guess “ahead of the game” and what I mean by this is alcohol, drugs and sex, almost like a frat party if you will. I think I am ready, I do…[Read more]

    Mood : Crazy
  • Maya posted an update 11 months, 2 weeks ago

    I don’t know how I feel about this whole blogging thing. I mean then again, how much can I feel if I’ve only done this for not even a day. Today I feel numb. Before anything else, TW
    I have someone who I am talking to on Instagram, but I am a 13-year old girl, and he’s a 23-year-old man. He is the only person I feel okay talking to but he’s been…[Read more]

  • Maya posted an update 11 months, 2 weeks ago

    Okay, so today is my first day doing this kinda stuff. All I hope is that it turns out ok. Before you go on, there are somethings you should know. I have been diagnosed with depression and anxiety.
    Ok, so now we have that out of the way, I can open up. I guess I just crave attention, I hope this helps me but I have no expectations. I don’t…[Read more]

    Mood : Depressed