• Bekkah posted an update 1 year, 7 months ago

    I’m falling hard too fast and I don’t know if I am ready for this. I fear something real because that allows failure… I can’t be set up to fail again… I’m afraid to lose this great thing… I don’t know..

  • Bekkah posted an update 1 year, 8 months ago

    I have fallen into a depression and I am not going to pretend like this wasn’t something that has been going on for a long time. I have reached the point of no return. I don’t feel like doing anything anymore but I’m also not one for giving up. I’m tired and sad but at the same time, I feel nothing…

  • Bekkah posted an update 1 year, 9 months ago

    What is wrong with me? I have a problem, a fear, that if I let anyone get close to me then all I am going to get is hurt. I’m not entirely sure where this problem stems from… maybe from my first boyfriend because he made me feel like the whole relationship was a lie or maybe it was from my dad who seemingly could just throw me off like I didn’t…[Read more]

  • Bekkah posted an update 1 year, 9 months ago

    Already need a break from college….

  • Bekkah posted a new activity comment 1 year, 10 months ago

    In reply to: Bekkah posted an update When the world comes crumbling down around you, who do you turn to? A friend? A family member? Your significant other? What if you can’t sit there an tell those people exactly what is on […] View

    That is true but at the same time, it’s not as nice as having that option to actually talk to somebody in person.

  • Bekkah posted an update 1 year, 10 months ago

    When the world comes crumbling down around you, who do you turn to? A friend? A family member? Your significant other? What if you can’t sit there an tell those people exactly what is on your mind. That makes turning to somebody the hardest thing to do. I have nobody to turn to. Not because there is nobody there, but because I can’t allow myself…[Read more]

  • Bekkah posted an update 1 year, 11 months ago

    Just when you pick yourself back up, the world comes tumbling down again… Just my luck

  • Bekkah posted a new activity comment 2 years, 1 month ago

    In reply to: Bekkah posted an update Do you ever just feel like you aren’t good enough for anyone? Because I have been feeling a little less than relevant right now… It just seems that people only want to be around when […] View

    It’s really hard.. I’m glad somebody understood this same pain that comes with that kinda stuff…

    Mood : Drained
  • Bekkah posted an update 2 years, 1 month ago

    I’m depressed and I can’t get out of it… I don’t know why either because everything is going well. Everything just is weighing heavy on me. I don’t know what to do.

    Mood : Drained
  • Bekkah posted an update 2 years, 5 months ago

    I cant believe that the only post I wrote about my real father didn’t actually post…. Ugh. It was so heartfelt and I really wanted it to post so people who are going through the same thing could message me so we can work through this kind of stuff. Okay, general information…. Khris isn’t my father… I found this out over a year ago when the…[Read more]

    Mood : Brave
  • Bekkah posted an update 2 years, 5 months ago

    Do you ever just feel like you aren’t good enough for anyone? Because I have been feeling a little less than relevant right now… It just seems that people only want to be around when convenient…. Please tell me that it isn’t just me that feels this… It is a bit ridiculous. Not to mention sometimes when these people come around, they don’t…[Read more]

    Mood : Annoyed
  • Bekkah posted an update 2 years, 8 months ago

    “Hello from the outside. At least I can say that i tried. To tell you I’m sorry for remaking your heart. But it doesn’t matter it clearly doesn’t tear you apart anymore.”

  • Bekkah posted an update 2 years, 9 months ago

    I don’t know what it is that is drawing me back to you…

    Mood : Confused
  • Bekkah posted a new activity comment 2 years, 9 months ago

    In reply to: Bekkah posted an update I hate myself for still loving you… View

    Thanks… But I don’t need prayed for… I just need to think things through.

  • Bekkah posted an update 2 years, 10 months ago

    I hate myself for still loving you…

    Mood : Confused
  • Bekkah posted a new activity comment 3 years, 3 months ago

    In reply to: Bekkah posted an update Wow… I have never seen such a flawless and perfect person until I saw you. Holy cow View

    Somebody I’ve been crushing on for a while (:

  • Bekkah posted an update 3 years, 3 months ago

    Wow… I have never seen such a flawless and perfect person until I saw you. Holy cow

    Mood : Confused
  • Bekkah posted an update 3 years, 3 months ago

    Today I wanna curl into a ball and die

    Mood : Dark
  • Bekkah posted an update 3 years, 3 months ago

    I’m so tired of always feeling like 2nd place. Everything was gong fine but then I found something out. I want you to tell me it but I don’t think you ever will. It’d save me the hurt later but I guess hurting me it the only thing you can do…

    Mood : Gloomy
  • Bekkah posted a new activity comment 3 years, 3 months ago

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    I would love to be friends lol

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