Why? Why do I feel so gone? I am now so distant I just don’t belong. Now I’m  ripped away from existence. I’ve become so transparent that I lost all  substance. Sitting nowhere, breathing fake air. We don’t feel anymore, so we  can’t care. Its about time I clear my throat. Let the hellish screams out till I  begin to float. I’d run a million miles from here, just to get out of this cage and escape from fear. You know you’re screwed when you  crave pain, you wanna bleed all throughout your brain. The blood in my veins is  proof of life. I’m not sure if its there, so I reveal it with a knife. Not me  any more, don’t know myself. Prisoner in my own skin, I no longer comprehend  health. It’s all in the family they used to say. It’s all in the family so it  must be ok. They hurt , they slash and tear her, they kill and  torture, they love the terror. We are our own army so lets retaliate. Fight,  destroy, show them real hate. Look at the fire in her eyes. That roaring beast  never hides. She lost all she ever had. Blood seeps through her skin cause it  hurts so bad. Her shattered heart pounds against her breast, scattered pieces  cutting holes in her chest. Slowly she fades as she quickly she drowns. Covered  in guilt, sequestered from sounds. Tilting on the edge, about to fall off. Her  mind is so lacerated it has become leathery and soft. The cuts on her wrist doesnt mean she wants to Die they just prove she is ALIVE!

Look In A Mirror

I see a girl who hopes to be thin She strives to win when there isn’t a prize She thinks no one sees the lies She just has to be really really thin Convinced she will reach her goal Until it is just her soul that remains She knows she can die She believes she will in a matter of time I see a girl who will die to be thin Whenever I look in the mirror