Diary For Teens Online

My world is falling, crumbling apart, life is  meaningless & that’s just the start

My hearts so sore, I can feel it  breaking & I swear to god it leaves me shaking

Late at night till early  in the morning, lying in bed eyes wide open. Didn’t sleep last night, like all  the others, instead I just lie crying in the covers

Quick, wipe away all the  tears before they come near. must hide this depression

& the feelings of fear

For all they know  I’m happy & always smiling, but deep inside my soul is dying

I can feel  it rotting, it wants to scream, but I won’t let it… not for the time  being

I can never tell them how I feel cause the happiness I wear to them is  real

For them to hear that I wish I was dead… it would kill them, they’d be  filled with dread

So I’ll try my best no to be selfish, I’ll keep my secret  hidden & just let them rest

but god I can’t take it much longer… I’ll  probably be dead before they even wonder.